Nar

“When did nerdy become the new cute?”

“When indie became the new asshole…”

I am having one of those nights where a girl will say to someone else “Oh, no I’m fine,” but really what they mean is “God damn I can’t stand what I am going through right now, but I just need the right person to talk to about it.” No one in the direct location is good for me to talk to at this moment, nor are they probably awake to text/call on the phone so I am not here, on the internet alone to sit here and ponder my own thoughts.
   I am tired of my lack of enthusiasm to do things for myself and make myself look and feel good. I just don’t see the point now, besides to make myself look better than the girls I envy which I won’t look better, just more desprite. I hate hating myself sometimes, but man those days just come along where I think, “What the hell am I here for? No one really gives a shit.” Which, I mean in a real basic term is true no one REALLY gives a shit because if I were to leave they would get over it, but I know people care. I don’t know, just having an off day.
   This is all probably due to the fact that my only family kicked me out for their significant others, and I have no where to live and that I am practically broke and only can afford to eat sometimes and shower occasionally. I am getting by with the fact that my job kicks ass enough to the point where I never want to quit and I make enough money to survive. Just can’t wait to get out of this state on onwards and upwards to my hopeful career choice that will blossom. Well, I can dream anyways. But really on the whole living situation I am really getting tired of having to pack my shit up every two months and get ready to change locations. I am now at the point where I literally have no actual home and plan on staying at different locations each night/few days in order to stay closer to my job and not have to pay rent/get my own place that I can’t afford. When it really hits me in reality as to what I am about to do in order to keep a great job and save money, it just gets really depressing. And what has happened in my past to where I can’t even call my best friends in order to talk about things out loud and get the troubles off my chest really hurts. I just want to talk out loud to someone and look at it from a different aspect besides my own head and know that I am not crazy and that I am a good person and am on the right track in bettering my future. Meh, who knows, maybe I am just a big ol’ pot of bat shit crazy.

lexledger asked: How does one get more people to follow them? :D

Just start blogging your own stuff and posting some good photos on your own and hashtag them so people will find them easier, and if they like your site they will start following. You gotta keep a constant flow going though or they won’t follow for long. It’s just like Twitter and jank.